the last of my penned diary.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Whatever.
Why?
Today was like everything was against me.
What the hell did i do wrong?
What?
I simply don't understand.
What has being paiseh got to do with my faults?
WHAT??
Damned lah.
Sick and tired of this.
My own mother doesn't even believe in me.
I get it know.
I must prove that everthing i'm standing for is worth it right?
I will prove it then.
I will fight for what i think is right.
I ill never depend on anyone anymore.
Because i'm sick and tired of acting like a loser.
TIRED.
From this day on.
Everything i do,will be done after extreme caution and thinking.
Never will my head hang low.
Call me ungrateful but i have been grateful all my life.
Now is the time for me to take back what belonged to me.
I don't want to keep thsi in anymore,for three years,i have been doing this.
Now this undignified nonsense will stop.