How did it end up like this??
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Haish.
Today also very downgrading.
Really..i can't feel my heart beating.
Its Like its too afraid to even beat.
What's this?
Lost the will to live?
Everytime maths lessons start i will be scared to hell.
I can't make it go away.
I want someone else to teach me please.
Mr Goh is a good teacher but he gets easily irritated.
And he is damned fierce lahs.
So scary.
I can't stand this anymore.
Everytime i do something i will be made to regret it.
I changed my mindset to a positive one but somehow,
things wanted it to stay the way where it wil lead to my disadvantage.
I have tried and tried to buckup.
I have.
Yesterday i spent my free time revising.
REVISING.
And yet it has proven to be very unhelpful.
To many things are pulling me back.
I'm trying my hardest to get on the right track.
But when im halfway to the track.
Something will definitely pull me back down again.
Its like nobody wants to see me in the right track.
I must always be in the wrong.
I can't do the right things.
I don't want this to carry on.
I don't.
Please.Just make this go away.