Noo!!
How could i be forgetful?
How?
I left my art folio which contained my maths textbook.
Homework!Maths homework!

OMG.
What will become of my artwork.
I made my pencils damned short just because of it.
No!!
I don't want it to be lost!

WHYYY???
This is becoming to hard to handle.
I can't take anymore of this!
Sheesh.
I don't want to lose out.
IS IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?

Why can't i be more rememberful?
Why??
Now what am i going to do?
WHAT EXACTLY.

i HATE THIS.
WHY CAN'T EVERTHING BE PERFECT,JUST FOR ONCE?
DAMNED I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

Haish.
Today also very downgrading.
Really..i can't feel my heart beating.
Its Like its too afraid to even beat.

What's this?
Lost the will to live?
Everytime maths lessons start i will be scared to hell.
I can't make it go away.

I want someone else to teach me please.
Mr Goh is a good teacher but he gets easily irritated.
And he is damned fierce lahs.
So scary.

I can't stand this anymore.
Everytime i do something i will be made to regret it.
I changed my mindset to a positive one but somehow,
things wanted it to stay the way where it wil lead to my disadvantage.

I have tried and tried to buckup.
I have.
Yesterday i spent my free time revising.
REVISING.

And yet it has proven to be very unhelpful.
To many things are pulling me back.
I'm trying my hardest to get on the right track.
But when im halfway to the track.

Something will definitely pull me back down again.
Its like nobody wants to see me in the right track.
I must always be in the wrong.
I can't do the right things.

I don't want this to carry on.
I don't.
Please.Just make this go away.

Why?Why?
Today i felt like crying..sO SAD.

Came to school early again.Had to finish up homework.
Then i met Joelle and did hmwk again.Yay thnks 4 teaching me again.
Apreciating it.
Then after that was assembly.
Wakakas cannot stop laughing at Mr Lim's singing and laughing.
He conductored the National anthem and told us to song loud and clear..
Hahas like he so clear like that.

Stupid lahs.
1st period was his period sumore.
Whatever i don't care.
Next was geog ok i guess.
The Lim again eww.

Whatever. understand wat too do.
After recess was maths.So scary seh maths.
Haiyah stay back stay back lah at least i wat to do.
Well i kinda gt confused after that.

Whees.
Mr goh used me as a bad example and i felt like i wanted to cry.
Then after maths lesson,i felt as if i was crying invisible tears.
Before that my eyelids already felt weak.
Haish what will i do?

Literature was ok i guess.
What we learnt:
Love plays an important role in Romeo and Juliet.Through the play there are emphasis on different types of love.

1)Infatuation.(Romeo thinks he is in love with Rosalynde.How many people can relate to that?
Then in writes>"Much of teenage love is in the head."This is an obsession.HAHA.

2)100% PURE love.When Romeo meets Juliet,he knows that she's different.Love changes people.

Ok this is for Lyana going through A hardship.

Hmms thats all..o yea mother tougue teacher was in a bad mood.
No comment.

Lyana:ok!i will call u lyana.But it will be quite hard coz' i call u lina for hw many years already.
And Querido does not know my name!He only know my face.Haha.Everone thinks my name is hard to remember.

Hmms.
Well,today i came to school quite early.
About 6:20am.
Quite early.
As i was walking up the stairs,
i saw PIANO BOI walking to the piano in the art gallery.

Why can't he stop playing like for one day only?
His piano skill are still medicore.
Well yea,everyone knows practice makes perfect,
but he is distrupting the peace of the morning.

Then forgetting that,i went up to class to borrow maths paper.
From Jie min thanks!
Then Joelle came down to sit with me.
She taught me how to do the expansion and qn 7.
Waah.She's so clever in maths.
Thank you for teaching me!I appreciate it alot.

In school i was somehow demoralised and can't open myeyes properly.
Haiz.
No..i am stressed but after ahwhile i eased off.
After school went to New york pizza to take away.
Haha.I wanted my mom to see how big it was.
Well she thinks its big.

My eyes seem abit swollen.
I don't know why but when i woke up i could not open it properly.
Ok.Eyes please be ok!

Wow major flashback.
(Hey i like flashbacks...)
I keep on putting dots in the title.
Hmm.Usually i do things on an impulse.
I hate it.

Why can't i just think..then make a decision?
Indeciciveness is my weakness i guess.
Must hold my head high but not to high.
because i don't want to sprain my neck.

Enough of this self-motivation talk.
Note to self:Stop acting stupid will you??
That's easy.
I think..

Today was like average?
I came to school rushed to do homework.
Blah~
Then came late for duty.
Blah~

Then chat wit lina.
She Say there are aliens in outer space.
HAHAHA.
Actually she said different thing.
Then got shocked for ahwhile.Not for the alien thingie.

Maths Mr Goh REPRIMAND me like siao.
Scary seh.
Better do my homework.
But seriously yesterday i had no time to do homework!
Slept at 12am and woke up at 5am.

Whoots!
Tommorrow at least is Friday.
I Love fridays.
You love it?
I love it to..

After school there was science and maths remedial.
Stupid Sci.
Is there such a thing as a remedial that lasts for only 10mins?
I hope so.
Especially science remedial..
Maths remedial was not totally a bore.

I understood that i made careless mistakes.
That's all.
Have to be doin my homework now.
CyA.!

Labels: hazeerah

Whoos!!!
I have nothing better to do.

HAha.
Me and safwah wanted to go to Sembahwang Park for the Karnival
But at last we did'nt go because non of us knew the way there.

So i still have homework to do and i hate it.
Hmms.
I don't feel like finishing it right now.
Whateverr,

Today i woke up late.
It was nice sleeping late.

Hmms.
Tommorrow i think i'm going to Karnival with Safwah
Still unconfirmed.

Hu..
So much homework to do.
Not fair.
I want to rest abit.

Anyways.
Added new playlist to the blog.
Enjoy.

Hie.
Long time didn't post.
Thats coz' i was out practicing dance late.

Todae was Chinese new year celebration/Total defence day.
Fun.
At first i woke up after my mom woked me up.
Then after i bathed i realised she woked me up damned early.
4.30 am!!

Cool.I gueess.
The went to school.By bus.
Then after assembly was Total defence .
Boring.
After that was fire drill.
Boring.

Recess.
Ok.
Searched for Lina but she was nowhere to be found.
Then the mly dance ppl told me to go mly room to get ready.
So i did.
Then i changed into my clothes.
Then Humaira helped me do up my hair. Thank u!
Then off to da toilet to put powder.
Wore the earrings Haziqah brought.
Cool.It was so dangly.

Then after that Cikgu Fahreezan helped to put on our sampings. Thank u!
Then finishing touch was the necklace.
Then all of us went to the hall.
Waited for our turns.
Hahas i almost forgot the steps.

Then when our turn came,some of us did mistakes.
Like me for example.
I did'nt look at the audience coz' to buzy tinkin bout the next step.
Even tough we got mistakes,the principle including the teachers thought it was nice.Thank u!

I like the clothes doe.Very nice...
No picture taken maybe Cikgu fahreezan did but i didnt.

After that teacher gave Faridah money to spend coz' we did a good job.
So went to New York pizza with Amirah to eat
Yummy.
So after that saw Laili and Nadiah.
Then after that Haziqah and Reeta.
Ok.Today was fun.
Yea!!!

iTs like what the hell man..

The day is monday.
Argh why can't i hold my pen properly!!
My finger became so weak for some unforeseen reasons.
Science was blahhs.Don't care lah.

Georgraphy was ok.Kinda.
Music was wierd.
Mr Lim showed us a video of people making noises using a broom.Lol-ing.
Recess sat at the usual spot with Jannah and Lydia.

MT was like yays.Teaher never come!!!
Nad nvr come....so saddd..
Literature was so merepekz.
They had a watever court thingie blah blah.
Sux also have.

English was the most boring of all boredoms.
Newsapaper cutting in a stupid journal.
I mean a journal is to write about your day!!
Hello!!Earth to eng cher!!!

Whatever who wants to knock some sense into her go ahead.
After school.
I don't even know what i was doing.
Walking here and there and everywhere.
With Mariam and Wani.

Finally found Faridah after long pointless arowheaded search.
FOR ANYONE RELATED TO DANCE.

Ok dance practice started,no sign of Nazree or Haziqah.
Amirah,Reeta an Farhan were in NCC Camp.
I don't know when they will come back but i know they will comeback.
Its basic common sense rite?

So we practiced.
Haiya...tommorrow CNY rehersal.
Its like..WTH?!!
The steos were like changed.
How are we supposed to get a hang of the new steps??
Waaahh.
Panick attack.

Hmms.Then came home early yay!!
Not that early like 4pm.
At least its earlier than usual..
I'm so grateful.
Came home and NurLiyanaAmirah from my madrasah smsed me.

Asked to talk to her.
Haha.
Too tired to bother.
Tommorrow is already CNY rehersal!!
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Must bring clothes lehs its like walau...

Whatever i can make thorough any obstacle without a scratch..
Ok maybe i might be clumsy and land myself a few scratches but what the heck..
I will Win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't belive this week.
Its so irritating.
Its like everday i have to stay back till' late hours.
Not untll 7pm lahs.

Haish i can't take this anymore.
Why must have dance practice tommorrow?
2:30 at the MRT station??
WTH.

Yesterday i already stayed back.
Faridah changed the steps.
At the almost last minute.
Next week is already Chinese new year concert.

Sheesh.
Without Aliff,the dance is still ok.
You don't have to change the dance steps.
Making yourself and other people stress only.

Haiya.
No wonder i had headaches this week not that mild but
It still make me break out of my concentration.
I can't even consentrate during lesson.

Heck
I even forget how to concentrate already.
Always i'm thinking of other things.
Like when schools gonna end.Etc.

Hope i don't have a stressed out week anymore.

Haiyah.
TOday,
PE whee!!!!!!
English BORINGG.
History,4gt bring txtbk.Teacher never notice.
Literature.Ok i guess,SLACK all the way.

RICH?Ok.Hmm.
I still dunno wat to put 4 my class t=shirt...
Haiz..
By tommorrow.
Hard time deciding.
Science.
Hmm.Ability test.HAHAz
Ok i guess.
Maths?

Lol....
Time for my duty.
When i wanted to signal to Rachal to go tell teacher.
Mr Goh scolded me to pay attention.
I was like.'Haiya juz goin to raise up my hand u scold me..sian ar!"
Then we all late lor.

Haha sry.
We were running.
Hahaha...
Whatever.

After that i had Maths re-test.
Haish.
If i had brought my calculator i would have passed!
...
At least i get to understand about Variations now.
I must remeber all the formulas!!

Tommorrow have re-test.
Ok must get full marks.
Ok.Shytte

Whatever.
Must remember.
Gotta go eat dinner daa!!

what the heck?
I got 1/20 for Maths test.
Ok,unbelivable.
No really i tought i would get or at least 3 marks.
Damnned lahs.Have retest.

Hm..
Lets recap on Hazeerah's day.

Science,gt chased out of the class cuz did't do hmwk.
(Heck, i did'nt even noe)
Then earned ourselves the 'stay-back today' punishment!
Yay!
And then it was Geog test!So scary.
Music next>SUX

Recess!
Maths!I failed!Yeah!!
MT!Test!Ahhh!!!!!
Litreture!I found out Mrs Pndian got napolean sickness!!
Yeah!
English did a re-test!Didn't study!

Stay-back time!Stupid!
Practice!Funs.
Go home fun!!

Yesterday was the most shocking day for me.
Sooooo shocking!!!Its so shocking.AH!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ok enough of this shock,today was okay i gueess
I came to school and got up late.
Well i slept late.
Hmms.Ok got to school.
Then after that was Maths test.
Damn it.I did'nt bring my calculator and i could'nt complete it on time.
Shitty.

I can see my marks right now.
Haha. A Definite fail.
sO.It was recess and we(jannah,Lydia,2a4 mly girlzgeng)
went to Mr Johari's class.

Yays.
So fun.
He told us that he bought a halal coca-cola.
Name is Zam-zam ala ka zam.
The name was soo cute.
It tasted yummy.
Almost like coca-cola but more yummylicious.

Thn after that we went for MT under Cikgu Fahreezan.
Ok i guees.
After that science.
Hahas laughed all the way.Mr Lim taught us about atoms and particles,
Then when he said it could be represented with balls.
The guys laughed.
He smiled to.
Its like ewww....

Then after that english.
BORING.Ms Vivienne lim was like acting form teacher and such.
She held us back seyy.
Heesh.

After school,stayed back for awhile.
To eat.
The went to La vista.
Mr Cheah was there.He was like<
playing with the mike.
I think its his fav. hobby.
Yong Siang was there.
Coz' he joined Mediatech.
LOL.

And so Hazeerah went home to rest her head and mind.
The end of today